Intro
I am a bisexual (even if my mates are convinced I’m gay) and one very kinky pup.
Its a simple enough statement, only thing is, it took me a very long time to both realise it and come to terms with it.
This blog is going to be my online diary for all the kinky fun I get up to in my life, which these days seems fairly frequent.
I have only actively been kinky for the last 2 years, but we all started somewhere.
In the beginning
Lets begin, at the beginning funnily enough (around 4-5 years ago).
Since the moment I first discovered kink websites I realised I was kinky. Shame that was back when I was a very shy individual too worried to go out and try anything new. That said, one day I stumbled across Pup-Play, which is … and I quote
Puppy play is when one person takes on the role of a pup or dog and another takes that of the handler or trainer. The pup acts like their canine counterpart and the trainer, for the most part, handles the pup like he would a biological pup.
From this moment on, all I wanted was my own pup gear and to find myself an owner. Like I said though I was a bit too shy to actually meet anyone, so instead I began purchasing gear. The first and most essential item (in my mind) … the tail. The tail was a first in many respects, first tail, first on-line purchase, first sex toy but most importantly first step into the kink life I would later lead. Now I could continue rattling on about this period of my life, but it was incredibly boring. Lets fast forward to second year at University.
Second year – University
It was this year all my friends would discover the incredible kinky pup that I truly was, and most importantly by accident.
Now I assume people usually come out after a few drinks or through choice, I wish it had been that simple. Nope… Instead I accidentally sent a friend – Zach – an invoice for “Woof! Perspectives into the Erotic Care & Training of the Human Dog“. This was the day I learned never to re-use jiffy bags. Possibly the most awkward part of this whole situation is that it was not Zach that actually opened the parcel but his mother….ouch. On the upside now when I go to visit him at his mother’s house, she apologies when playing with their dog encase I am getting jealous.
At this time in my life I was sharing a house with four other guys one of whom was Zach. It did not take long before the invoice was up on the notice board, and all of a sudden everyone knew. I guess I’m not the most subtle at coming out. After a lot of harassment from them, the tail butt plug was presented for some strange version of show-and-tell, only without the tell. On the upside, my mates could not have been any more accepting and even bought me some chew toys, dog bowls and a collar for my birthday. One of the best days in second year =]
Later on that year came the next gear purchase (being a student makes it a slow process buying gear). This time some puppy mitts and a leather dog hood (similar to the one below). What an exciting day it was…. or so I thought. I quickly realised pup-play is not much fun by yourself :’(
Zach to the rescue, with only a week left before having to move out of our accommodation somehow I ended up in pup gear and Zach started playing fetch with me. It turns out no matter how many times you jump down the stairs as a pup, you do not realise its a bad idea. A great end to a great year.P